Wednesday, July 9, 2008

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Super unhappy today.Had dance practice yesterday but for some reason,fainted halfway,so now I can't train for the upcoming performance.AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

All my effort.

O well,but the crew was nice.(:
Because of me,everyone slept over at Claire's.Haha,we made the boys sleep on the floor so the girls had more space on the bed.
SLUMBER PARTY!Seriously,I should stop all these gossiping man.Haha,you girls are such a sin.(:

Even though lesser people shared the bed,I almost suffocated to death still.So I kinda stayed up the whole night(anyway,it was quite noisy with all the snoring).Got myself a cup of milk and went out to the balcony to feed mosquito.Saw Jaykwan sitting there as well and soooooo we talked for the whole day again!Who knew we would be such good friends given that he use to bully me all day long.It was nice to cuddle up in his arms in the cold cold night and talk about everything under the moon.XD.If you ever get a girlfriend,she's gonna be the luckiest girl in the world.(:

Sucks,I am kinda lost by not going for dance anymore or is it because of something else?
Just because.
I can't believe myself.
Being happy should be the way.
Something's not feeling right.

Everything's gone.

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

ITSY BITSY SPIDER.

Killed one just now.XD.These ugly eight legged freaks!(:

HAPPY (BELATED) BIRTHDAY MDM JIANG!<3<3<3

Time to hit the shower and start
HOMEWORK.):

(And no step,I am not going to physically hit my shower.) (:

Say it again for me,
Cause I love the way it feels when you are telling me that I'm
THE ONLY ONE THAT BLOWS YOUR MIND.

Monday, July 7, 2008

Totally loves surprise visit especially when it's from Jaykwan and Raykwan.(:

But no more jumping on my bed.
Seems like I am missing everyone even though I just saw you guys a few days ago.
Thank GOD you guys came along to watch me finish up the card or else I might have sliced my fingers if Jay wasn't that alert.(:
My mind's kinda messed up.
We talked and talked and talked..without icecream.):
I'm following a strict diet, I swear I am AIKY.
I'm not sure if I should have known, but I guess it's great that I still have you as a friend.(:

I LOVE HUGS FROM JAYKWAN AND RAYKWAN.They're always so warm and comforting.
What am I to do without you guys.Loves.


Good luck to you, get that girl you rightfully deserve. You do deserve better.(:

Sunday, July 6, 2008

Don't act like you know me, because you don't.
Don't judge me, because you don't know me to begin with.
Surrounded by too many superficial people, who to trust?

Why doesn't anyone appreciate?
Just because?
I can't be bothered anymore.
Not with him and not with her.
STOP MAKING ME TURN BACK TO LOOK AT YOU.
I am trying to move on can't you see.
Let me forget what I have been trying to.
I can't stop it once I've started.

Don't put me back in agony.

Thanks Raykwan and Jaykwan, but I think I will pass that offer. I just want to stay at home for now.
Loves.(:

Thursday, July 3, 2008

Met up with Raykwan today and yes,if there is a striking resemblance between his name and Jaykwan's,that's because they are brothers.(:
Both so different yet both knows me inside out.
But I hate it when you guys break me down.
I will remember what you said today and thanks for listening to a little brat ranting on and on.
LOVE YOU GUYS SO SO MUCH.(:

"Don't cry,just suck it all in and that's what makes you stronger.(:"

Should have gone to US with you guys.I miss you guys when you all are not around.


She believes all your love lies and sweet talk
She is afraid that you will let her off

But you gotta remember, I'm not her.