WALL.E WALL.E WALL.E!

He is like super duper cute!
But I like EVE better,haha,she has a cool arm.(:

Teacher's Day was hectic man.
But we still took like aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa lot of photos.

Okay,so that's the only decent photo I have.

Live with it.
Haha.

SR!

You guys have no idea.

ZH

LOVES.(:

omg omg omg.

I finally understand how God works in wonderous ways.
I feel grateful.
You have no idea.

I really have to come up with a plan to thank them.(:
They're like my guardian angels.

I watched
As the raindrops pelted down my window ledge.
Raindrops
That clung on to dear life drip gently from the leaves.
I watched
Beyond the trees,to see everything behind a vapour.
Trees
The only thing that seems so clear to me.
I watched
As my life slips out of grasp.
Life
Is there any more to it?

My life

Like the raindrops slipping off tree leaves

Crashing down to Earth

Returning back to nature.

Try living for something so special for more than 12 years..
Just to have someone to tell you that you can never carry on anymore.

No one will ever understand the pain.

Screw it all.

I'm sick and tired.
I just wanna do well.
Is it that difficult?

Studies
CCA
Friends
Dance
LIFE

I just wanna do well.
What motive is left in life?
I really feel like a failure now.

I'm sorry Ray for all the things I said today.
Just let me be and all these will pass.
I'm sorry.

I wanna Ace my studies just like my brother.
I wanna win something for my CCA,for my college.
I wanna be there whenever my friends need me.
I wanna dance as well as my other crew members.
I wanna live a meaningful life.

HOW HARD CAN ALL THESE BE?!

It's hard to continue on..

(:

Thanks Dorky(cause you're like the sunshine) for the outing on Sat.
Felt so loved.(:
I'll upload the photos soonish.

Watched the table tennis finals today with my family.
Haha,it felt good.
GOOD JOB SINGAPORE!
You guys were unbelievable.(:
You make us all feel proud.
I feel proud to be a Singaporean!

I guess you're just feeling lost now.
Whatever it is,I'm always here for you.
If talking to me still doesn't help..
God is always there for you.
Believe in Him and you'll find a better day tomorrow.(:
Alright?
Loves.

I miss loads of people.):

I'm walking away,from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away,to find a better day.(:

):

So tired these few days.
Somehow no amount of sleep is going to satisfy me.

RAYKWAN
Pack your bags right away!
Don't make me go over there and give you one tight slap.
Either that or I'll pack your bags for you.(:

Well,promises are meant to be broken.
Rules are meant to be bent.

I learnt that the hard way.
Because it's your happiness at the expanse of mine.

Was digging through my bag just now and I found some movie tickets.
Haha,forgot to blog about THE DARK KNIGHT!

As quoted from Gracey

Anyway, I FINALLY WATCHED THE DARK KNIGHT TODAY!
I love love love the story line it kept me in constant suspense!
my heart was beating damn hard throughout and i swear my ears were numbed because i kept pressing my hands to them and hiding my eyes under my thumbs. if that made any sense at all.

Haha.Gracey,you weren't the only one that reacted that way.
If I remembered clearly,I did precisely what you did too.
Maybe even more than she did.Haha.
Poor popcorn box.
At times,I had to scoot down my chair so that I only had a half view of the screen and I hid the other half with my hands.
IT'S WORST THAN WATCHING A GHOST MOVIE.

Should have gone with Ray.
Would have squeezed his hands till it was numb.
Would have punched him when I got scared.
And the tiny squeeky boys sitting next to me didn't make me feel safe at all.
They were wierd.Haha.

I LOVE YOU JOKER!(:

I don't know why,but it seems like I'm doing quite a good job trying to forget you.(:

I think I shouldn't stay up late from now on, it's making me all emotional and stuff.):

And because you were the one that taught me what a true smile really was about.(:

Ok,over and done with being emo.

Show you guys some pictures of Israel!(:

I think my dad looks cute here.Haha.

Love you dad.

Come back safe and sound alright.(:

AIKY

Thanks for being such an awesome friend.
I am still hurting from that SLAP you gave me ok,but that advice came timely.
I needed someone to talk some sense into me and I thank GOD for you.

I've let down someone.
GOD,I do not deserve your love.
I've let you down time and time again.
Forgive me of all my sins. I am nothing more than a sinner.
And I realise that I love you more each day.
More than I ever did yesterday.

I share the same thoughts as Dorky.
Even though I spend even more time with my other friends,but none will ever match up to you guys.<3

We have to keep each other grounded okay.

It's time I let you go.
I can't stop thinking.
But no matter what,I will never love again.
It's too much to bear,too much to handle.
It's over now.(:

Maybe because we never did treasure when we had each other.

I loved and lost so to never love anymore.(:

Thanksgiving night.(:

Basically,it's just a phototaking galore!

Haha,Ger is so cute.(:

Ya,I know I'm short...

While waiting for Thanksgiving concert to start.

I so need to buy new shoes.):

Somehow,I always get this pose.

Angel wings and AFROS!(:

Stupid WEIPIN.Haha.HIPPO!

(:

1A07!LOVELOVELOVES.(:

You'll only get the joke if you were there when I was taking this photo.

It's been a long time since I had such a good laugh,I'll love you all the same dear,even though..Haha.

Been real emotional this few days.I know we made a promise,but promises are meant to be broken.It's not your fault that you have to leave without me.The grass will always be greener on the other side,so go and find a better future for yourself.(:

I'll miss you a lot though,come back often.):

Studies is getting tougher,that's just life you say.I know.But some people just have to make me feel worst about myself.I know I am not as clever as you are,maybe that's what you call toughing me up.But sometimes,I really hope that you would tell me that I did my best and to just keep up the good work cause one day,I'll get it right.(:

I'm starting to doubt myself.Was I just trying to supress all that happened?Maybe things are not what they seem and I'm having a rather tough time trying to spot the black and white in this grey area.Please stop getting me confused,I can't afford to lose you.):

Thanks a lot to Cheter and Jer,thanks for supporting me when I really felt like shit.You guys are probably what they call "God sent".(:

Cheter,you were right,if we don't tell our problems to someone,you probably would grow ill.I am feeling the effects now,but I can't tell anyone.No one.Jer,you were right too,humans will never be satisfied.We always see what has not been done and not what has been done for us.

Did you ever realise that I am just here for you.Why look for the greener grass?):

AND CHETER,THAT THING YOU TOLD ME TOTALLY RUINED MY WEEK.Haha.

Dorky,Aiky and Deff,I really miss you guys a lot.

RARR

STUPIDSTUPIDHOMEWORK!

No sleep for today yet again.):

WILL RUN/WALK today.

So bloody tired,not the best day to walk.
Haha.
But I had a great time talking to Geraldine today.(:

The canals smelled.
Pongol park brought back fond memories.(:
I kinda miss Zhonghua.
Feeling very lazy today.

Went back in time to watch the guys run.
They were hot,LITERALLY.
Good job 1A07!(:

Homework time.):

Wao,been so long since my last post.
Sorry,my computer conked out and i can't use the internet explorer.
Using my brother's laptop now.It's really small and cute.(:

Anyway,stressed.
Homework
School
Life
Squash
Dance(although I'm suspended for the moment) ):
Friends,why can't I accept people to be my best friends,what's wrong with me.
MONEY
Clothes

All the things in life bothers me.
I really want to think of you as my best friend,but there is just something there stopping me.
On a cold lonely night like this,where are the people I really want to see.
Jaykwan and Raykwan,where are you guys.
We use to have sleepovers when Friday came.):
Starbucks on a Saturday night.
MISS YOU GUYS.
Claire,Sab,Cel,M,Chan,Missy,JP,Tim,Willy,Mole and Alex,I miss dance with you guys too.Haha.
Von,why can't you stay in Singapore a little longer.):
S6+1..I MISS YOU ALLLLLLLLL.LOVES.):

Will run tomorrow.I am so upset.):
I was suppose to be in the Will run category,but was made to do Will walk instead.
Just because I fractured my leg last year.
Just because I fainted 2 weeks ago.
Just because I am having flu.

BUT,haha,these things might kill me,the flu at least.
I know where the teachers are coming from,i guess I will just thank GOD and the teachers for this decision.

Saw Zhenwen today,haha,she's so much prettier now.(:
Hope you do well in life senior!

Thanks Joshua for all the prayer.
You are probably the only one praying for me.(:
I'll keep you in prayer too.
Don't be too sad,look at the brighter side of everything.

Anyway,got to go sleep now.(: