Lasalle or RDI.

Omg lah.
Have been having a headache ever since.
If times were'nt this bad,I would have chosen Parson's.):

Then I could go study with you guys.

So much on my mind.
I can't even study for my A's peacefully.
Haven't been sleeping well.
Pimples.
Dark eye circles.
Rough skin.
Dull skin.

AIYAH!

This sucks.
Recession means no more facial.
No more facial means horrible skin condition.
Horrible skin condition calls for desperate measures.

I think I'll go to school with a brown paper bag mask.Haha.
Oh well.

AIYAH!

Things to do:
1. WORKOUT!
2. Dance
3. Get my ass away from a "no life" life.
4. Stop being an ass myself
5. Stop being mean

Haven't heard from you guys for some time.
Hope you guys are coping well.(:
Lovelove.

YAY!

I don't know why,I don't really feel scared about the immense workload.
I actually feel really excited.(:
I feel ready!
Haha.

I can't wait!(:
It's smiles all day long.
Happy shalalala.

Was trying to finish my book for the past week.
I really felt his pain.
I know it very well.
When I was told to stop dancing till the doctor gives me the green light,
It was that feeling.
It's unmistakable and I know it.
What's a singer without his beautiful voice.
What's a dancer without her legs.
If you're not me.
If you've not gone through this pain.
You won't understand.
So give me a break.
Back off.
Don't tell me that I'm still young and I'll get better.
Don't tell me that I've all the time in the world.
At this moment,
You guys are the ones I least want to see.
I do love you guys.
But just leave me alone for the time being.

(:

It's really decided.
I'll leave.
Everything is well planned out for me.(:
I really want to leave.




I LOVE THIS SONG!
Googoodolls is hawt.

Iris

And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
And you bleed just to know you're alive

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

(break and solo)
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am


The lyric's a lil abstract.
Some parts I can't be sure if that's how I should interpret it.
I'm not gonna highlight any line.
Cause.
Every single line is like wonderfully written.
It exuberates pain.
It's probably what I'm feeling anyway.

And.
I tell myself.
Crytoheaven.Crytoheaven.Crytoheaven.

To stay or to leave.
Stay.
Leave.
Stay.
Leave.

You know.
Something tells you to leave.
But yet,something is holding you behind.



I guess it's decided then.

There's something about you that's repulsive.
I can't seem to pinpoint though.
Whatever it is.
It's not in my power to judge.

I'll be your crying shoulder,
I'll be love's suicide
I'll be better when I'm older,
I'll be the greatest fan of your life.

I can wish can't I?
But I don't think I can be.