YAY!
Papers are finally over.(:
*dances and prances around*
Clever lah,everyone's gone already.
During my promos! ):
No more Devon means no more night drives.
No more parties at your super big and nice house.(:
YOU COULD AT LEAST PASS ME THE KEYS TO YOUR APARTMENT!
No more Joy and Sab. ):
Damn.
This feeling sucks.
Send me postcards!:D
I'll miss you guys like a lot.
Anyway,nothing lined up today.
Gonna stay at home with my family.
Watch shutter with my dad and brother.
Haha.
And that was random Jerome.
Shopping and buffet with people tomorrow!
BUFFET!
White dog's and house bunny on Wed with S6.
Whheeeeee!
Can't wait.
Found another song.
Can't wait to tell Cheter!
Share it with you guys first.
"Do You"
Maybe this decision was a mistake.
You probably don't care what I have to say.
But it's been heavy on my mind for months now.
Guess I'm trying to clear some mental space.
I would love to talk to you in person.
But I understand why that can't be.
I'll leave you alone for good I promise.
If you answer this one question for me.
I just wonder,
Do you ever,
Think of me,
Anymore, do you?
First off let me say congratulations.
Heard that you just had a baby girl.
If she looks anything like her mother,
She's the prettiest thing in the world.
Swear that I'm not tryin' to start no trouble.
Tell your fiance he can relax.
I'll leave you alone for good I promise,
There's a question I just gotta ask.
I just wonder,
Do you ever,
Think of me,
Anymore, do you?
I know what we have is dead and gone.
Too many times I made you cry.
And I don't mean to interrupt your life.
I just wonder do I ever cross your mind?
I just wonder,
Do you ever,
Think of me,
Anymore, do you?
I just wonder
Do you ever
Think of me
Anymore
Do you?
I just wonder
Do you ever
Think of me
Anymore
Do you?
I just wonder
Do you ever
Think of me
Anymore
Do you?
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Ne-yo's a left handed.
That's uber hawt!
Somehow.Somewhat.Someday.Sometime.
You'll understand.
Monday, September 29, 2008
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Kiasu.
That's how you spell it right.Haha.
I brought two erasers to school today.
Chinese was alright.
Maths sucked bad as usual.
SUCKED.
Jeff Buckley.
You died too young.
Wasted talent.
Anyway.
Keyshia Cole and Ne-yo are like hawthawthawt.
Guess I'll just have to give IPod party a miss this time.):
Neyo you move sick.
Becausegoodactorsmakecornyscriptsseemgreat.
Yourenotsoyouaintfoolingme.
That's how you spell it right.Haha.
I brought two erasers to school today.
Chinese was alright.
Maths sucked bad as usual.
SUCKED.
Jeff Buckley.
You died too young.
Wasted talent.
Anyway.
Keyshia Cole and Ne-yo are like hawthawthawt.
Guess I'll just have to give IPod party a miss this time.):
Neyo you move sick.
Becausegoodactorsmakecornyscriptsseemgreat.
Yourenotsoyouaintfoolingme.
Monday, September 22, 2008
Thursday, September 18, 2008
Everything's going alright today.(:
Cheter,you have no idea.
Thanks for the credit and now it's your turn.
Thanks for telling me things.
Really.You have no idea.
It wasn't long that I doubted my passion.
I questioned.
Was it the best for me?
Would I become famous for it?
Will I this and that.
I totally ruined the basis of my passion.
I don't need money.
I don't need fame.
I don't need a love of my life.
I don't need anything more as long as I get to do what I like.
I want my family too.
(:
Cheter,you made me realise that.
Don't worry,everything will turn out fine.
I'm lucky to have you as a friend.
But the bus thing was a total embarrassment.
(:
Thanks guys.
I don't know how y'all manage to find such a secluded road.
I felt like there was no tomorrow.
I felt free.
Even if I was only allowed 30mins.
Just 30mins off the knee guard.
Just 30mins dancing.
I really felt like I could do anything.
I'm gonna wait as you guys said.
And we're gonna dance all day all night.
Like there's no tomorrow.
I'll get better.
I hope.
Cheter,you have no idea.
Thanks for the credit and now it's your turn.
Thanks for telling me things.
Really.You have no idea.
It wasn't long that I doubted my passion.
I questioned.
Was it the best for me?
Would I become famous for it?
Will I this and that.
I totally ruined the basis of my passion.
I don't need money.
I don't need fame.
I don't need a love of my life.
I don't need anything more as long as I get to do what I like.
I want my family too.
(:
Cheter,you made me realise that.
Don't worry,everything will turn out fine.
I'm lucky to have you as a friend.
But the bus thing was a total embarrassment.
(:
Thanks guys.
I don't know how y'all manage to find such a secluded road.
I felt like there was no tomorrow.
I felt free.
Even if I was only allowed 30mins.
Just 30mins off the knee guard.
Just 30mins dancing.
I really felt like I could do anything.
I'm gonna wait as you guys said.
And we're gonna dance all day all night.
Like there's no tomorrow.
I'll get better.
I hope.
Friday, September 12, 2008
I don't know.
Why am I not motivated to study?
Am I just waiting to fail?
So I can go to Lasalle faster?
So that I can leave thoughts behind?
So that maybe I do stand a chance at US with you guys?
So that maybe and maybe,if my feet was well,I would have taken up the scholarship?
So that?
I should have studied harder.
I should have gone to a better school.
I should have.
So I won't be bothered by all these things.
People around me would just push me to study.
They would look down on me if I didn't.
They won't talk to me cause I'm stupid.
They won't even want to look at me cause I'm not worth their intelligence.
Getting B grades would be a disgrace.
Getting 1 A would never be enough.
I want that kind of competition.
Because I'm not working hard enough now.
If you want to know what's a heartbreak.
Ask me.
I guess,we were never meant to be.
What more could I do?
Too shy to tell you anything.
Too lost for words.
Times like these,I wish I never met you.
Wall.e's story doesn't happen to everyone.
I'm the best example you can ever find.
I have self doubts too okay.
I have self esteem issues alright.
I want to tell you,talk to you.
But I never feel good enough for you.
I can't bring myself to even look at you.
I look at your backview and I feel contented already.
I don't know love.
I don't know self sacrifice.
If I did,I would have let you go.
I hide behind a facade.
Just wish you best of luck.
I won't see you anymore...
I loved you.
Truely.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
I feel all better letting it out.
I'll forget all these after today.
I'm gonna work hard like right now.
I hope that I can make it in time.
I want to make you guys proud.(:
I send all my love so that you guys aren't cold over there alright.
Haha.
You don't know how much I miss y'all.
No more late fridays.
Sleepover.
Starbucks.
Non-existent Stargazing.
crytoheavenandrunawaylove.
Why am I not motivated to study?
Am I just waiting to fail?
So I can go to Lasalle faster?
So that I can leave thoughts behind?
So that maybe I do stand a chance at US with you guys?
So that maybe and maybe,if my feet was well,I would have taken up the scholarship?
So that?
I should have studied harder.
I should have gone to a better school.
I should have.
So I won't be bothered by all these things.
People around me would just push me to study.
They would look down on me if I didn't.
They won't talk to me cause I'm stupid.
They won't even want to look at me cause I'm not worth their intelligence.
Getting B grades would be a disgrace.
Getting 1 A would never be enough.
I want that kind of competition.
Because I'm not working hard enough now.
If you want to know what's a heartbreak.
Ask me.
I guess,we were never meant to be.
What more could I do?
Too shy to tell you anything.
Too lost for words.
Times like these,I wish I never met you.
Wall.e's story doesn't happen to everyone.
I'm the best example you can ever find.
I have self doubts too okay.
I have self esteem issues alright.
I want to tell you,talk to you.
But I never feel good enough for you.
I can't bring myself to even look at you.
I look at your backview and I feel contented already.
I don't know love.
I don't know self sacrifice.
If I did,I would have let you go.
I hide behind a facade.
Just wish you best of luck.
I won't see you anymore...
I loved you.
Truely.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
I feel all better letting it out.
I'll forget all these after today.
I'm gonna work hard like right now.
I hope that I can make it in time.
I want to make you guys proud.(:
I send all my love so that you guys aren't cold over there alright.
Haha.
You don't know how much I miss y'all.
No more late fridays.
Sleepover.
Starbucks.
Non-existent Stargazing.
crytoheavenandrunawaylove.
(:
Yah.
The past few posts were emo.
But whatever.
It's Friday!
TGIF.(:
LOVESLOVESLOVES.
Mugging mode on for the rest of the month.
Devon's leaving for US to take care of the boys.
Joy's leaving for Russia Ballet Academy or some sort.
Sabrina's leaving for Taiwan to further her arts studies.
Why is everyone leaving?
Haha.
I won't cry!
I'll wait for you guys to come back alright!(:
God knows when I'll get to see you guys again.
Work hard alright.
Love y'all.
To rayjay.
Yes,I'm coping well without you guys.
No,no one is bullying me.(Not as though there were before)
Yes,I know it's cold there.
No,I have no boyfriend yet.
Yes,I'm still mending a heartbreak.
No,I do not care if you guys died or not.Haha.Just kidding.
Yes,my leg hurts.I miss piggybacks from you guys. ):
Love you guys loads too.
My first cry and last since you guys have been gone.
I'm gonna stay strong!
I'll find new bestbuddies.XD.
I'll send you guys mail.
I'll send you guys presents.
I'll miss you guys.
To Josh and other people.
I'll pray for you.(:
You know that God's watching over you.
He'll never forsake you nor leave you.
Just open up your heart and he'll be there.
Just like he was in the beginning.
We just have to learn to open up.
I'm sorry.
I know I sound preachy,but who cares.
To Dear,Dee and Val
I hope we guys will stay strong together alright.
I love y'all.
Workhard!
youralteregolovesmeandyouknowit.
Yah.
The past few posts were emo.
But whatever.
It's Friday!
TGIF.(:
LOVESLOVESLOVES.
Mugging mode on for the rest of the month.
Devon's leaving for US to take care of the boys.
Joy's leaving for Russia Ballet Academy or some sort.
Sabrina's leaving for Taiwan to further her arts studies.
Why is everyone leaving?
Haha.
I won't cry!
I'll wait for you guys to come back alright!(:
God knows when I'll get to see you guys again.
Work hard alright.
Love y'all.
To rayjay.
Yes,I'm coping well without you guys.
No,no one is bullying me.(Not as though there were before)
Yes,I know it's cold there.
No,I have no boyfriend yet.
Yes,I'm still mending a heartbreak.
No,I do not care if you guys died or not.Haha.Just kidding.
Yes,my leg hurts.I miss piggybacks from you guys. ):
Love you guys loads too.
My first cry and last since you guys have been gone.
I'm gonna stay strong!
I'll find new bestbuddies.XD.
I'll send you guys mail.
I'll send you guys presents.
I'll miss you guys.
To Josh and other people.
I'll pray for you.(:
You know that God's watching over you.
He'll never forsake you nor leave you.
Just open up your heart and he'll be there.
Just like he was in the beginning.
We just have to learn to open up.
I'm sorry.
I know I sound preachy,but who cares.
To Dear,Dee and Val
I hope we guys will stay strong together alright.
I love y'all.
Workhard!
youralteregolovesmeandyouknowit.
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
What if I never get well?
What if all I could do is just watch?
What if.What if.What if.
I don't want that to ever happen.
I want to make people happy.
I would love to show people what I am capable of.
I did not come so far just to give everything up.
What am I to live for now.
Every possible bad thing is happening to me now.
All at once.
It's difficult to handle.
Why am I the only one left behind.
If granted one wish;
I don't need riches;
I don't want the love of my life;
I just want my legs to be well.
To dance again.(:
What if all I could do is just watch?
What if.What if.What if.
I don't want that to ever happen.
I want to make people happy.
I would love to show people what I am capable of.
I did not come so far just to give everything up.
What am I to live for now.
Every possible bad thing is happening to me now.
All at once.
It's difficult to handle.
Why am I the only one left behind.
If granted one wish;
I don't need riches;
I don't want the love of my life;
I just want my legs to be well.
To dance again.(:
Monday, September 8, 2008
A River and an Ocean.
Which would you have chosen?
My story didn't end that way.
Never did.
The river swept my heart away.
Everything died there.
Never once did I look at the Ocean.
Was it fault on my part.
All I could offer is dead.
I cried.
Finally.
For the first time you left.
I just want to be alone.
For now.
Which would you have chosen?
My story didn't end that way.
Never did.
The river swept my heart away.
Everything died there.
Never once did I look at the Ocean.
Was it fault on my part.
All I could offer is dead.
I cried.
Finally.
For the first time you left.
I just want to be alone.
For now.
OMG.
I love you S6+1,though only a lil more than half was there.
Bimbo talk.Only get that when I'm with you guys.
Gracey,your friend's funny.
Eunice,I have soooooo much fun with you.
Deff,work hard alright.
Mun,from you,I see new ideas for presents.New found respect.
LOVE'YALL.
Misses dorkay and sher.
Photos up like one day.One fine day.
I don't want to be happy.Stop asking me to be GAY.
I can't decide if it's the happygay or the gaygay.
Whatever.
You know I miss you guys.):
Starbucks.Sleepovers.Trashtalk.
Dance.Drinks.Drank.Drunk.
Fights.Kicks.Punches.Hugs.Kisses.
Nonsense.Homework helping.Studying.
LOVES.):
I know pretty much none makes sense.
Too lazy to explain.
So I'm heading to lalaland.
OMG.
I love you S6+1,though only a lil more than half was there.
Bimbo talk.Only get that when I'm with you guys.
Gracey,your friend's funny.
Eunice,I have soooooo much fun with you.
Deff,work hard alright.
Mun,from you,I see new ideas for presents.New found respect.
LOVE'YALL.
Misses dorkay and sher.
Photos up like one day.One fine day.
I don't want to be happy.Stop asking me to be GAY.
I can't decide if it's the happygay or the gaygay.
Whatever.
You know I miss you guys.):
Starbucks.Sleepovers.Trashtalk.
Dance.Drinks.Drank.Drunk.
Fights.Kicks.Punches.Hugs.Kisses.
Nonsense.Homework helping.Studying.
LOVES.):
I know pretty much none makes sense.
Too lazy to explain.
So I'm heading to lalaland.
OMG.
Sunday, September 7, 2008
Somehow,it's just nights like these when I need icecreams,jay and ray.):
I don't like it when I stay up late to finish homework,I just can't sleep anymore.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
We have so much to catch up on guys and S6+1.
Off to take pills and see if I can go to bed!
"I love and miss you" just doesn't come that easy.
Damn you rayjay,what type of mail is that?!
I don't like it when I stay up late to finish homework,I just can't sleep anymore.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
We have so much to catch up on guys and S6+1.
Off to take pills and see if I can go to bed!
"I love and miss you" just doesn't come that easy.
Damn you rayjay,what type of mail is that?!
Friday, September 5, 2008
To
Dee,Val and Dear.
LOVE YOU GUYS SOOOOO MUCH.
Photos will be up like sometime later...but soonish i promise.Haha.
To
Raykwan.I'm sorry.):
It's confession time.
Let's start with the recent ones.
I'm sorry that I ate your sweet popcorn and you attempted to tilt it out of my mouth by flipping me over your shoulder.
I'm sorry I almost made you lose your manhood during that attempt.XD.
I'm sorry for taking your stuff without permission.
The other time when we went for movies and you told me you wanted sweet popcorn only,I was angry and I ordered only salty.I'm sorry.
I'm sorry for spilling wine on your white polo ralph.
I'm sorry for vomitting on your tailored suit.
I'm sorry for using up your favourite cologne.
I'm sorry for creating trouble for you and you always end up being the one that was scolded.
I'm sorry for kicking sand into your eye.
I'm sorry for hitting you accidently with my squash racket at places that were crucial.
I'm sorry for punching you.
I'm sorry for kicking you.
(At least now you know that I am strong enough to protect myself)
During my 9th birthday,you came over and I hated you so bad cause of your stupid spider.I threw it into your shoes and you killed it.THIS,I'M REALLY SORRY.
Remember when it was my 5th birthday,your mum made you hug me and I stomped on your feet.XD.Well,I remember,it was funny,and I'm sorry.But you use to pull my hair,so it was only fair.
I can't remember when was it that we called truce,you jay and me.Haha.
YOU GUYS WERE AWFULLY MEAN.
Now,I want to thank you.(:
It wasn't all bad stuff about you alright.Haha.
Thanks for listening to this brat.
Thanks for keeping me grounded.
Thanks for believing in me.I feel loved.
Thanks for cheering me up when I hurt my legs,I really thought I had to give dance up.From the bottom of my heart,thankyou.
Thanks for shutting me up when I bitched and gossiped.
Thanks for all the free stuff.
Thanks for showing me a world bigger than I thought there was.
Thanks for being the sister+brother I never had.
Thanks for bringing me to your first high school dance.
Thanks for sharing that dance with me.(:
Thanks for being there always.No one like you.(:
NEVER EVER EVER!You'll never be replaced.You and Jay are my life.
I think I will kill myself if you guys died.
Don't know what to do without you guys.
Now there you are gone,I feel kinda lost.
No one can ever match up to you guys.
Live life the way you taught me to and we'll see each other rise to fame one day.
You'll always be my hero.(:
If I didn't know you inside out,I would have fallen for you cause you make me feel protected and loved.Haha.
Dee,Val and Dear.
LOVE YOU GUYS SOOOOO MUCH.
Photos will be up like sometime later...but soonish i promise.Haha.
To
Raykwan.I'm sorry.):
It's confession time.
Let's start with the recent ones.
I'm sorry that I ate your sweet popcorn and you attempted to tilt it out of my mouth by flipping me over your shoulder.
I'm sorry I almost made you lose your manhood during that attempt.XD.
I'm sorry for taking your stuff without permission.
The other time when we went for movies and you told me you wanted sweet popcorn only,I was angry and I ordered only salty.I'm sorry.
I'm sorry for spilling wine on your white polo ralph.
I'm sorry for vomitting on your tailored suit.
I'm sorry for using up your favourite cologne.
I'm sorry for creating trouble for you and you always end up being the one that was scolded.
I'm sorry for kicking sand into your eye.
I'm sorry for hitting you accidently with my squash racket at places that were crucial.
I'm sorry for punching you.
I'm sorry for kicking you.
(At least now you know that I am strong enough to protect myself)
During my 9th birthday,you came over and I hated you so bad cause of your stupid spider.I threw it into your shoes and you killed it.THIS,I'M REALLY SORRY.
Remember when it was my 5th birthday,your mum made you hug me and I stomped on your feet.XD.Well,I remember,it was funny,and I'm sorry.But you use to pull my hair,so it was only fair.
I can't remember when was it that we called truce,you jay and me.Haha.
YOU GUYS WERE AWFULLY MEAN.
Now,I want to thank you.(:
It wasn't all bad stuff about you alright.Haha.
Thanks for listening to this brat.
Thanks for keeping me grounded.
Thanks for believing in me.I feel loved.
Thanks for cheering me up when I hurt my legs,I really thought I had to give dance up.From the bottom of my heart,thankyou.
Thanks for shutting me up when I bitched and gossiped.
Thanks for all the free stuff.
Thanks for showing me a world bigger than I thought there was.
Thanks for being the sister+brother I never had.
Thanks for bringing me to your first high school dance.
Thanks for sharing that dance with me.(:
Thanks for being there always.No one like you.(:
NEVER EVER EVER!You'll never be replaced.You and Jay are my life.
I think I will kill myself if you guys died.
Don't know what to do without you guys.
Now there you are gone,I feel kinda lost.
No one can ever match up to you guys.
Live life the way you taught me to and we'll see each other rise to fame one day.
You'll always be my hero.(:
If I didn't know you inside out,I would have fallen for you cause you make me feel protected and loved.Haha.
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
RAYKWAN!
BECAUSE YOU'RE SUCH AN EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEDIOT!
AND I HATE YOU!
I HATE YOU!
I HATE YOU!
I HATE YOU!
I HATE YOU!
I HATE YOU!
I HATE YOU!
I HATE YOU!
I HATE YOU!
I HATE YOU!
I HATE YOU!
I HATE YOU!
I HATE YOU!
I HATE YOU!
I HATE YOU!
I HATE YOU!
I HATE YOU!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
I miss you like a lot.):
BECAUSE YOU'RE SUCH AN EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEDIOT!
AND I HATE YOU!
I HATE YOU!
I HATE YOU!
I HATE YOU!
I HATE YOU!
I HATE YOU!
I HATE YOU!
I HATE YOU!
I HATE YOU!
I HATE YOU!
I HATE YOU!
I HATE YOU!
I HATE YOU!
I HATE YOU!
I HATE YOU!
I HATE YOU!
I HATE YOU!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
I miss you like a lot.):
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