So here I am crying with tears of joy cause I've finally got to hear from you guys. Pleasant surprise. Imagine picking up the phone and the first thing you hear is your favourite song. (: Doesn't make it any easier if it's in Korean does it? Totally no idea how much I love you guys. It did send chills down my spine and I had tingling sensations in my heart. This song is so awesome, it does things to your mind.

So few days back, my brother and I were just replaying all the great songs and dance moves MJ did, especially the moon walk and the toe stand. It almost brought tears to my eyes that the guy had to leave so soon.

I'm just listening to the song you guys sang to me over and over. I think I'd be playing this song over and over again till I fall asleep. I guess I won't get to see you guys anytime soon would I, this song's just gonna keep me alive waiting for you guys to come back. I won't post the song cause I want to keep it special between us. You 2 have no idea how today's phone call is going to keep me striving because I feel so lonely fighting everything now. I really feel so lonely, no one knows me anymore, cause I myself don't really know myself anymore. I'm such a joke, how I can place money with such great importance now. I'm just a joke, a big lie and a big joke.

But after spending time in the real world outside government school, things are no longer just 2 dimentional, because money has made it 3 dimentional. I really need a hug from you guys now. It's such a cold night tonight. (:

I love you 2. (:

Great great week. Had so much fun with my classmates, sometimes I feel that 1 week break is too long cause I don't get to see my friends.

Anyway, really hooked onto this Korean boy group called 2pm. OMG, hawt hawt hawt! Absolute love. I'll post videos on them later. Love that they're great dancers. (: Shit, I feel like a giggly school girl cause my hands are shaking as I'm typing about them, hahahahahahaha. How I wish I was born in Korea. Looking at Korean guys make my heart melt, like when I'm watching Boys Before Flowers. (: Ahhhhhh, Kim Hyun Joong, Kim Bum (he deserves an extra ahhhhhhhh), Jaebeom, Junsu, Nichkhun, G-Dragon and TOP. With celebrities like these, who can hate South Korea?

Homework load is still alright, sewing with Jenny was great fun! Hahahahaha, I love it, oh and by the way, I'm currently sewing bodices. Drafting is absolute terror, it was a terror before anyway, I have the least confidence for this subject, but I'm still loving draping. Draping is awesome cause you can never go wrong with draping, well, so far. Computer class is still alright cause we haven't really started and we're using big screen Macs, so I'm happy. (: OH! And I've finally got the fashion drawing class, fun fun fun. (:

The other day, chloe was asking me what do I look out for in guys. I don't know, never really thought about that, but money is, to me, the most important thing. Please don't go judging me and telling me all that crap about how love can move mountains, cause it can't and money can. So Shuwen asked what if I found true love and he was poor. Thus, in turn, I meant to say I'm never gonna find true love if I'm just looking at his wallet. (: But then again, I can never have any relationship in this industry that I'm gonna work in, because I will never be willing to put down my work for my family. Life's just like that, money talks and love will never have a position in life and I'm gonna make lots of money! Hopefully... However, if that promise still holds when we are 30, you'll be the only one I'll desert my career for.

Can't wait for next week. Ultra busy. I have to rush back on Sat to Malaysia to celebrate my Grandma's 80th birthday and back on Sat night. Sun morning, someone's gonna buy me my birthday lunch LIKE FINALLY and at night, CHLOE's birthday party! Hahahahaha, can't wait. Wonder if she's gonna get strippers.

But anyway....

My God, this is so true that it's creepy. I chose it in order with my natural instincts first and then subsequent liking for the pictures. Which basically means, pink picture comes first.

The Part of You That No One Sees is Lonely

You are unique, witty, and even a little snobby. You're quite proud of who you are, and nothing is going to change that. You've paved your own way in life, and you've ended up where you want to be. Underneath it all, you feel very isolated from the rest of the world. It's hard to find people to relate to you on every level. The mundane interests of your friends and family often bore or depress you.

What's the Part of You That No One Sees?

The Part of You That No One Sees is Judgmental

You are wise, insightful, and brilliant. Your wit is sharp and occasionally hurtful... Revealing your scorn for people with less intelligence. Underneath it all, you feel burdened by the stupidity of humanity. You know what's right in the world, but it's overshadowed by everything that's wrong. People see you as arrogant. While this is partially true, you are also very sensitive.

What's the Part of You That No One Sees?

The Part of You That No One Sees is Vulnerable

You are lively, dramatic, and flamboyant. You have an outrageous personality... And you secretly resent anyone who makes you tone it down. Underneath it all, you are driven by your need for attention and acceptance. You need to feel special at all times. You are secretly jealous and occasionally insecure.

What's the Part of You That No One Sees?

Omg. Haven't blogged in like ages, but I've been really busy last term sewing and sewing non-stop. Injured my hands so many times that I can't feel a needle prick anymore.

Let's start with the fashion show I went to recently, to be more exact, it was my school's grad show. Do not expect fabulous work because they've just graduated, so it's more like pieces we see everyday, nothing that oh so special. But I do have my favourites. (Stupid ass blogger, I can't seem to upload the pictures from the fashion show. Will do 3 months later. (: ) In another 1 year and 6 months, I'm gonna have my grad fashion show too! Be sure to come! Oh wait, maybe I should review my collection first before asking you guys to come. (:

This week was term break, so I totally went crazy by going out shopping with dork and I bought...
1) MNG playsuit $39
Omg, talking about MNG, stupidstupidstupid. Remember the MNG bag I bought like eons ago for $125? They're selling it for $89 now. Oh well, at least dork brought up the fact that they don't sell the colour of my bag anymore.
2) Zara Tshirt $19.90
3) Zara Oversized Tee $29.90
4) Zara Checkered Shorts $49.90
5) Dorothy Perkins Printed Tee $36
6) F21 Shrit $38
7) Lee Cooper Slip On $49.90

Total: $262.60! I LOVE GSS!

Hahahaha, I'm so glad, everything was a steal especially Zara. I wanted to get a grey cut out bootie for $126, but I thought better not, because it didn't look all the comfy. Shopping was awesome, but apparently things went so wrong between us sisters. Everything just seems so wrong, let's hope all ends well and we'll stay together longer. I may seem hypocritical because I've said bad things and done bad things but I want us to put everything behind.

New modules up for the next term!
Sewing 2
Draping 2
Drafting 2
Fashion Drawing
CAD 1

Exciting but I'm fearful because loads of things happened in the past module and I think that we're just going to get all the fierce teachers this term. THANKS TO SOMEONE. Not saying that they won't teach us in future, but because of that someone, our class is under the radar even the principal is going to teach us. Oh no, I just hope I'll do well, keep my mouth shut and live peacefully.

Anyway, this part is going to be boring, but it's a tribute to MJ. I know probably millions of people have done it already, but now, it's my turn. Music icon and a great dancer. Everyone has heard of, sang and danced his songs. If you haven't, then it's your lost. Many people probably am going to debate about tributing him because he use to be a 'monster' in their eyes, but you cannot deny the fact that he is the greatest pop star. Let those who have not sinned cast the first stone, which I feel, would be no one. I remember I was 4 when my dad played his songs on the radio. (: Those days...my family would just gathered on the sofa and watch all his mvs. All his dance moves...just flawless. Since it was term break this week, I just pulled out all the MJ cds I had and watched them over and over again. I wanted to put down everything here, board the plane that was leaving for US and just attend his funeral. How life's just so fragile.

Realised that I haven't blogged for so long but all I had to say was just cramped in 1 short post. Blogging has really lost it's appeal to me. When I was in JC, I had so much time to blog, so much urge to blog. But now, I'm just going to return 3 months later because I have no time to blog anymore. (:

OH MAN OH MAN! I have a fashion show to go to on Mon and I have no idea what to wear. It doesn't really help when people are buying freaking ex clothes to wear to the show. Hahahaha, take for example, paul, who is wearing a $3000 D&G shirt. THANKS MAN!

No stress at all!(:

Sheesh. I think I'm gonna have to pull an amazing feat to get it done. Hahahaha, at least I still have tomorrow to think through it. Oh well, will post great photos when I have time that is, cause I'm having my major exams next week onwards. SUCKS. And I haven't finish any of the research book. Not good.

Hectic life,no time to really blog,so am just going to do a really quick post.

Birthday was alright cause I had class and so, I could only celebrate at night. Went out with deff (her birthday is one day before mine and we a best friends, what are the chances?) to watch the gala premire of night at the museum 2. Great great fun and I love the Einstein bobble heads. So I wore this really nice cotton blazer which everyone said it looks expensive, but in actual, it only cost me $35. I paired it together with a charles and keith signature ultra killer heeled bootie and my ultimate love, mango bag.

Anyway, sewing loads of skirts this term and they are all looking really good!Lovelovelove.

Recently saw many many great shoes from pedro, charles and keith and zara. I want to get them all! Dorothy Perkins sent me an invitation to Girls night in, but I'm not sure if I want to go because none of my friends can come along. That really really sucks, Claire said I'm gonna get stucked with all the OL's. Hahahahaha. So I think I'd probably won't go.

Okay,gotta bounce and finish sewing up another skirt!(:

Labour Day. Why is labour day a holiday when it's suppose to be labour day?

Well anyway, S6 out to celebrate Dork's birthday at Go India. The view - spectacular, the food - mediocre and the company - couldn't be any better. However, I think Dork was a lil upset with how things ended. Babe, I'm always here for you. (: But actually, I didn't expect the ending to be like that but oh well. At least we had a decent retail therapy.

Dork bought 2 dresses from ClubMarc and I bought a Zara ballerina flats and long awaited MNG BAG! WOHOOOOOOOOOOOOO. Omg, it's money well spent and money worth spending. I absolutely love it. Dork was thinking about the other one, cause I bought the blue one. I think I'm having this obsession with navy blue. I've never been happier in my life. Maybe not as happy as when my dad bought me Dior make up kit. No kid, MY DAD, yah, you heard me right, that made me really happy too. (: Maybe this is 2nd best.

So anyway, I'm still clueless about what to do for my birthday. Clubbing is out of the question cause all my guy friends would be underage, it really sounds funny to me. I was thinking of having just one birthday party with all my primary,secondary,JC, RDI friends and S6 sisters. I hope Deffy would be in with this idea cause I'm tired of meeting up so many people for my birthday. And the good thing is Deff is born on the 19th and I on the 20th. Probably book a more economical restaurant or something, maybe fish & co. But the name alone makes me want to barf. The ambiance is good though.

Birthday wishlist
1. Macbook Pro 15"
2. ITouch 32Gb
3. Zara stiletto
4. Top Shop Loafers
5. Top Shop Oxfords
6. Top Shop Booties
7. Aldo stiletto
8. La Senza Ugg Boots
9. River Island Clutch
10. Thomas Sabo Watch with Lucky Number 18 charm
11. S6 Personalised Charm Bracelet (I really want this one, girls, should we get it done at Tiffany's?)
12. (Let's just keep this to myself)




Let me not to the marriage of true minds
Admit impediments. Love is not love
Which alters when it alteration finds,
Or bends with the remover to remove:
O no! it is an ever-fixed mark
That looks on tempests and is never shaken;
It is the star to every wandering bark,
Whose worth's unknown, although his height be taken.
Love's not Time's fool, though rosy lips and cheeks
Within his bending sickle's compass come:
Love alters not with his brief hours and weeks,
But bears it out even to the edge of doom.
If this be error and upon me proved,
I never writ, nor no man ever loved.

Willian Shakespeare
Sonnet 116

Nor no man ever loved.