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Seriously, no amount of that word can express my anger. I don't understand, I really don't. What's wrong with the church? Why are they such bloody fucking suckers. Don't they have their own lives to worry about? STOP RUINING MY LIFE! I know you guys don't exactly have one of your own, but that doesn't give you the right to trample on ours! Times like these, I really wish that the church I go to is like non-existent. Talk about being so saintly (If there's even this word, whateverr, now there is.). You guys are no far away from us okay!

You guys bitch about us behind our backs. OMG, that's definitely getting you to heaven cause you did it behind our backs not in front of our faces. At least, if we hate you, we tell it to your face, we don't do it behind your back. I mean, you have the right to know that your dressing sense sucks and you look like total fuck (quoted by aik, this was really a good one. Hahaha.) AT LEAST WE DON'T PRETEND LIKE WE LIKE YOU! FUCKERS.

I think after this, I need to take up anger management classes. I need professional help AND I DON'T MEAN HELP FROM CHURCH! Damn it.

I hate all the serving brothers and sisters. To think that I was so gullible when I was younger. I already knew that there was something wrong with this church when I was like 12/13. I already wanted to leave. I didn't stay because of you fuckers. I STAYED BECAUSE I LOVED GOD AND I THOUGHT THAT I SHOULDN'T LET YOU GUYS GET IN THE WAY. But trying to keep up with this sort of lifestyle is getting to me. I don't think I want to live a life like that anymore, if I stayed any longer, I think I would start to hate the fact that I love GOD. Even aik, who made me stay is thinking about leaving already.

TALK ABOUT NOT LYING MAN! YOU GUYS ARE ALWAYS LYING TO US! FUCKERS! (Sorry, I know I have a limited vocabulary when it comes to expressing my anger. I couldn't think of a better substitute for "FUCK".) To sister W, what were you thinking when you said "I understand that it's difficult and I symphatise with you." WHAT THE HECK WAS GOING THROUGH IN YOUR MIND WHEN YOU SAID THOSE THINGS?! Did you actually think that I was going to buy that? And there you are pushing the blame to the brothers. If you guys hate us, hate us outwardly! SCREW IT! Don't put on a facade and act like you care. I DON'T NEED YOU YOUR CARE AND CONCERN! DAMN IT.

To sister NC. Your daughter isn't that much of an angel okay. She does bitch and it's not about some stranger, it's about someone who thought of her as a friend! And I thought she and Aik were like friends.

To sister R, I still hate you, maybe even more than ever. Sacarsm is not going to get you far, maybe it did, cause you lived half of your life being the way you are. Well, if GOD likes someone like you to help him in his church, then I have nothing to say.

To sister SL, YOU FUCKING HELL SUCK. I HATE YOU FOREVER AND EVER. YOU FUCKING BITCH! YOU LOOK LIKE SHIT TOO! BLOODY SUCKER. FUCK OFF FROM MY LIFE!

So, how do you guys like that? I really hope that all of you are reading this. HOW DO YOU LIKE THAT?! How do you like being judged by a 17 year old? If you don't like it, DON'T JUDGE ME EITHER! YOU'RE NOT GOD AND YOU ARE IN NO POSITION TO JUDGE ME! LOSERS. I'm merely returning the favour, an eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth. It was good to know you guys cause it gave me more reasons to never ever to return back to church. I do not question my love and fear for GOD, but this time, you guys pushed it a lil too far. To burry the hatchet and make peace is never gonna happen. I HATE YOU ALL (well, except for a few). I will never step into church again once I return from this camp. Seeyah in heaven suckers, or maybe, seeyah in hell, since we sinned equally.

Anyway, over and done with that, I feeling so much better now. Feeling less angry I guess. Blogging really helps, maybe I should write a really long thankyou letter to blogger. My dad still refuses to get me an IPhone. He said he's going to get me Nokia E66 instead. ): The shape looks kinda wierd, but it's a really cool phone. I guess, be glad that I can even get a new phone during these times!(:

I miss you guys so much. I wish I had someone else from S6+1 to bitch to. I really miss you guys. Anyways, lovelove to those that didn't piss me off.(: LOVELOVE TO GOD TOO!