Okay, so I went a lil mad yesterday. Hahahahahahaha. But I feel so much better now.

I did a lil anger management on my own. (:

Got myself a new paperback to read. It was a great feeling, sometimes, I don't know why I can't keep calm and think carefully. Such ordinary pleasures do the job. (: So I picked up the book, made a cosy corner on my bed and played several jazz and pop songs. I cuddled myself with piles of quilt and since it rained so much today, the temperature to do so was just fine. I enjoyed so much that it came to a point where I just lost track of time. Occasionally, I would look out of my window and see the tree right outside sway in the breeze. It looks so beautiful. By the time I stopped reading, it was about six plus closing in to seven. And the great thing about my bed, it faces the window, so I was just in time to watch the sun set. Then, I start to think about why I've never stopped everything I was doing so that I could see GOD's great wonders. (: It was lovely, watching the sky turn from yellow to orange to pink to purple to dark blue and lastly, black.

Sometimes, I wonder if I have multiple personality disorder. But up till then, I'm just gonna stay calm and enjoy what life has to offer. Life's too short to be spending it on insignificant people and things that they do. Although I did mean it when I said that they have the right to know that their dressing sense sucks and they look like fuck. Whatever it is, I am definitely leaving the church once I touch down.

I wish I never got to know you. Cold nights like these make me wonder even more about why I'll never to get to have such a great guy like you. Jason Mraz lied, it's not lucky to fall in love with your best friend. It's just not right. ):