YAY!

Papers are finally over.(:
*dances and prances around*

Clever lah,everyone's gone already.
During my promos! ):
No more Devon means no more night drives.
No more parties at your super big and nice house.(:
YOU COULD AT LEAST PASS ME THE KEYS TO YOUR APARTMENT!
No more Joy and Sab. ):
Damn.
This feeling sucks.
Send me postcards!:D

I'll miss you guys like a lot.

Anyway,nothing lined up today.
Gonna stay at home with my family.
Watch shutter with my dad and brother.
Haha.
And that was random Jerome.
Shopping and buffet with people tomorrow!
BUFFET!
White dog's and house bunny on Wed with S6.
Whheeeeee!
Can't wait.

Found another song.
Can't wait to tell Cheter!
Share it with you guys first.



"Do You"

Maybe this decision was a mistake.
You probably don't care what I have to say.
But it's been heavy on my mind for months now.
Guess I'm trying to clear some mental space.
I would love to talk to you in person.
But I understand why that can't be.
I'll leave you alone for good I promise.
If you answer this one question for me.

I just wonder,
Do you ever,
Think of me,
Anymore, do you?

First off let me say congratulations.
Heard that you just had a baby girl.
If she looks anything like her mother,
She's the prettiest thing in the world.
Swear that I'm not tryin' to start no trouble.
Tell your fiance he can relax.
I'll leave you alone for good I promise,
There's a question I just gotta ask.

I just wonder,
Do you ever,
Think of me,
Anymore, do you?

I know what we have is dead and gone.
Too many times I made you cry.
And I don't mean to interrupt your life.
I just wonder do I ever cross your mind?

I just wonder,
Do you ever,
Think of me,
Anymore, do you?

I just wonder
Do you ever
Think of me
Anymore
Do you?

I just wonder
Do you ever
Think of me
Anymore
Do you?

I just wonder
Do you ever
Think of me
Anymore
Do you?

Yeah, yeah, yeah

Ne-yo's a left handed.
That's uber hawt!

Somehow.Somewhat.Someday.Sometime.
You'll understand.

Kiasu.
That's how you spell it right.Haha.
I brought two erasers to school today.

Chinese was alright.
Maths sucked bad as usual.
SUCKED.

Jeff Buckley.
You died too young.
Wasted talent.



Anyway.
Keyshia Cole and Ne-yo are like hawthawthawt.
Guess I'll just have to give IPod party a miss this time.):
Neyo you move sick.

Becausegoodactorsmakecornyscriptsseemgreat.
Yourenotsoyouaintfoolingme.

I actually survived Econs without an eraser.

Hallelujah.
Jeff Buckley you rock stones and pebbles.(:

Summertimeloveme.
Happybirthdayyou.

Everything's going alright today.(:

Cheter,you have no idea.
Thanks for the credit and now it's your turn.
Thanks for telling me things.
Really.You have no idea.

It wasn't long that I doubted my passion.
I questioned.
Was it the best for me?
Would I become famous for it?
Will I this and that.
I totally ruined the basis of my passion.
I don't need money.
I don't need fame.
I don't need a love of my life.
I don't need anything more as long as I get to do what I like.
I want my family too.
(:

Cheter,you made me realise that.
Don't worry,everything will turn out fine.
I'm lucky to have you as a friend.
But the bus thing was a total embarrassment.
(:

Thanks guys.
I don't know how y'all manage to find such a secluded road.
I felt like there was no tomorrow.
I felt free.
Even if I was only allowed 30mins.
Just 30mins off the knee guard.
Just 30mins dancing.
I really felt like I could do anything.
I'm gonna wait as you guys said.
And we're gonna dance all day all night.
Like there's no tomorrow.
I'll get better.


I hope.

I don't know.
Why am I not motivated to study?
Am I just waiting to fail?
So I can go to Lasalle faster?
So that I can leave thoughts behind?
So that maybe I do stand a chance at US with you guys?
So that maybe and maybe,if my feet was well,I would have taken up the scholarship?
So that?

I should have studied harder.
I should have gone to a better school.
I should have.
So I won't be bothered by all these things.
People around me would just push me to study.
They would look down on me if I didn't.
They won't talk to me cause I'm stupid.
They won't even want to look at me cause I'm not worth their intelligence.
Getting B grades would be a disgrace.
Getting 1 A would never be enough.
I want that kind of competition.
Because I'm not working hard enough now.

If you want to know what's a heartbreak.
Ask me.
I guess,we were never meant to be.
What more could I do?
Too shy to tell you anything.
Too lost for words.
Times like these,I wish I never met you.
Wall.e's story doesn't happen to everyone.
I'm the best example you can ever find.
I have self doubts too okay.
I have self esteem issues alright.
I want to tell you,talk to you.
But I never feel good enough for you.
I can't bring myself to even look at you.

I look at your backview and I feel contented already.
I don't know love.
I don't know self sacrifice.
If I did,I would have let you go.

I hide behind a facade.
Just wish you best of luck.
I won't see you anymore...
I loved you.
Truely.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

I feel all better letting it out.
I'll forget all these after today.
I'm gonna work hard like right now.
I hope that I can make it in time.
I want to make you guys proud.(:

I send all my love so that you guys aren't cold over there alright.
Haha.
You don't know how much I miss y'all.
No more late fridays.
Sleepover.
Starbucks.
Non-existent Stargazing.

crytoheavenandrunawaylove.

(:

Yah.
The past few posts were emo.
But whatever.
It's Friday!
TGIF.(:
LOVESLOVESLOVES.

Mugging mode on for the rest of the month.
Devon's leaving for US to take care of the boys.
Joy's leaving for Russia Ballet Academy or some sort.
Sabrina's leaving for Taiwan to further her arts studies.
Why is everyone leaving?
Haha.
I won't cry!
I'll wait for you guys to come back alright!(:
God knows when I'll get to see you guys again.
Work hard alright.
Love y'all.

To rayjay.
Yes,I'm coping well without you guys.
No,no one is bullying me.(Not as though there were before)
Yes,I know it's cold there.
No,I have no boyfriend yet.
Yes,I'm still mending a heartbreak.
No,I do not care if you guys died or not.Haha.Just kidding.
Yes,my leg hurts.I miss piggybacks from you guys. ):
Love you guys loads too.

My first cry and last since you guys have been gone.
I'm gonna stay strong!
I'll find new bestbuddies.XD.
I'll send you guys mail.
I'll send you guys presents.
I'll miss you guys.

To Josh and other people.
I'll pray for you.(:
You know that God's watching over you.
He'll never forsake you nor leave you.
Just open up your heart and he'll be there.
Just like he was in the beginning.
We just have to learn to open up.
I'm sorry.

I know I sound preachy,but who cares.

To Dear,Dee and Val
I hope we guys will stay strong together alright.
I love y'all.
Workhard!

youralteregolovesmeandyouknowit.

What if I never get well?
What if all I could do is just watch?

What if.What if.What if.

I don't want that to ever happen.
I want to make people happy.
I would love to show people what I am capable of.
I did not come so far just to give everything up.

What am I to live for now.

Every possible bad thing is happening to me now.
All at once.
It's difficult to handle.

Why am I the only one left behind.

If granted one wish;
I don't need riches;
I don't want the love of my life;
I just want my legs to be well.
To dance again.(: