DAMN,so tired today.Ran 2.4 with Denyse and Val,but D didn't pass,so we are running again on Friday.Had PE and CCA.Totally just want to die.

Anyway,JAYKWAN CAME BACK FROM THE STATES TODAY!You little bastard,should have told me so I could meet you at the airport.He came over and invited me over to his welcome party,which is pure dance party.(Crazy,I am almost dying here after all the exercising..)I had to give it a pass this time,SUCKS.BUT I'M STILL REALLY HAPPY HE CAME BACK!MISSED HIM SO MUCH.But we still sat down and did a little catching up.I know everything now and I am so disappointed in you.HOW COULD YOU GIVE UP YOUR PASSION FOR A MERE OPPRESSION?!Maybe there is something I don't know,but you could have at least told me.I can't believe that you totally sacrificed our 10+ years of friendship.I can only wish that you get that happiness you deserve and I hope for your return to the right path.

Stupid Jaykwan,he is probably the reason why I totally turn gay.LOL.You stupid shit.But thanks a lot for coming to see me,I really appreciate it.LOVE YOU DEAR!Hope our friendship goes on forever and ever!=).

So bloody tired now that nothing is going into my brain,totally blocking out things that were being said.Crap.Going to bed now while stupid JAYKWAN is having the time of his life.LOL.Totally told Jaykwan about him,WTH,shouldn't even bother.His advice equals to not giving any advice at all.I AM NOT DUMB JAY,just not sure yet.